Ramadhan Kareem..
Alhamdulillah masih diberi Allah kesempatan untuk bertemu Ramadhan tahun ini. Bulan penuh rahmat, berkah, dan ampunan. The month in which many amazing things happen.
Do you believe in fate?
Dulu pengen banget kuliah di jurusan Teknik Kimia. Pas keterimanya di pilihan kedua, which is Sistem Informasi, aku nangis sejadi-jadinya. Marah, nggak nerima takdir Allah. Sampe Ibuk nyembunyiin semua pisau di rumah kuatir aku bunuh diri. Oke Ibuk terkadang memang over reacting :"))
Tapi sekarang kalo dipikir-pikir, dengan hidung yang super sensitif ini, bau parfum yang terlalu kuat aja bikin aku pusing, gimana caranya aku survive di jurusan Teknik Kimia yang dipenuhi dengan larutan yang beraneka rupa baunya?
Tapi sekarang kalo dipikir-pikir, dengan hidung yang super sensitif ini, bau parfum yang terlalu kuat aja bikin aku pusing, gimana caranya aku survive di jurusan Teknik Kimia yang dipenuhi dengan larutan yang beraneka rupa baunya?
Another story, pernah sedih banget gara-gara gagal masuk PCPM BI di tahap terakhir banget, setelah menolak Peruri. I was sad and desperate. I felt my world crumbled down. But six month later Allah gave me place that I never expected before. I'm doing something that I love and having many kind co-workers. As I know my friend who accepted in PCPM BI got placement in Aceh and my friend who accepted in Peruri do coding thingy.
Dan yang baru-baru ini kejadian. Udah lama aku pengen punya Swatch. Swatch is kinda my dream watch. I intent to buy it several times tho, but I think it's not worth the price (tapi kepengen punya, gimana sih wkwk). And this month Allah give it to me lewat temen kantor yang lagi dinas ke Jepang dan ngasih oleh-oleh Swatch for free :"))
To be honest, I think fully accepting that everything happens for a reason, the good or the bad, makes us feel peaceful. We have no worries because we know that one day we will understand why something happened to us.
Kini ku mencoba menghadapi quarter life crisis dengan lebih legowo.
Soal jodoh? Insyaallah Allah nggak pernah salah timing.
Belum ya berarti belum. Tetep berdoa semoga dijodohkan dengan orang yang baik.
Soal kerjaan?
Ya dilakoni bae. Disuruh presentasi lagi ya sok atuh presentasi.
Kalo suntuk ya ditinggal maen-maen dulu, ketemu temen-temen, ngopi, baca novel, nyampah di twitter, movie marathon, pulang ke rumah ketemu Ayah, Ibuk, dan Nayla.
Homesick?
Video call and randomly chat my parent and sister. There must be a great reason why Allah want me to be here at the first place.
Homesick?
Video call and randomly chat my parent and sister. There must be a great reason why Allah want me to be here at the first place.
Some of our friends might seem way more success.
But at the end of the day, I realise that every single one of us is struggle. Our struggle maybe different, but our main source of comfort and ease is Allah SWT. "Those who have believed and whose hearts are assured by the remembrance of Allah. Unquestionably, by the remembrance of Allah hearts are assured." - Ar Ra'd:28
But at the end of the day, I realise that every single one of us is struggle. Our struggle maybe different, but our main source of comfort and ease is Allah SWT. "Those who have believed and whose hearts are assured by the remembrance of Allah. Unquestionably, by the remembrance of Allah hearts are assured." - Ar Ra'd:28
Please make dua for everyone who is struggling, including me of course.